mh, meds

even on 50mg methylphenidate i'm having trouble maintaining any sort of focus, it's really a pain in the arse
when i first started at 20mg i had a really good reaction and figured i was out of the woods, but that only lasted for a couple weeks until the first upset
then my psychiatrist said he wasn't surprised and this was normal, and gave me a prescription for up to 50mg a day (quasym, 40mg in the morning and 10mg at lunch if i feel like i need more), and it really doesn't feel like it's working at all
he also said if methylphenidate didn't work we could try another molecule, and like, i want to hope either this or another med can help, but right now it just feels like my brain is broken